We don't have to be blood to be family.

Sometimes you can be inserted into another person's life just by witnessing something you were never really supposed to be a part of.

Because isn't that how forever happens- instantly?

Just because your version of normal isn't the same as someone else's version doesn't mean that there's anything wrong with you.

It is possible, you know, to drift off to an unknown world and find happiness there. Maybe even more happiness than you've ever known before.

We all are. Their idea of normal just happens to be different to some other people's idea of normal. But this is the world we live in. Some people simply cannot accept something that is outside of their experience.

Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.

That's what being shy feels like. Like my skin is too thin, the light too bright. Like the best place I could possibly be is in a tunnel far under the cool, dark earth. Someone asks me a question and I stare at them, empty-faced, my brain jammed up with how hard I'm trying to find something interesting to say. And in the end, all I can do is nod or shrug, because the light of their eyes looking at me, waiting for me, is just too much to take. And then it's over and there's one more person in the world who thinks I'm a complete and total waste of space. The worst thing is the stupid hopefulness. Every new party, every new bunch of people, and I start thinking that maybe this is my chance. That I'm going to be normal this time. A new leaf. A fresh start. But then I find myself at the party, thinking, Oh, yeah. This again. So I stand on the edge of things, crossing my fingers, praying nobody will try to look me in the eye. And the good thing is, they usually don't.

You could try to believe what you wanted, but it never worked. Your brain and your heart decided what you were going to believe and that was that. Whether you liked it or not

…there’s just something beautiful about walking on snow that nobody else has walked on. It makes you believe you’re special, even though you know you’re not.

The sun kept on with its slipping away, and I thought how many small good things in the world might be resting on the shoulders of something terrible.

Either I have lot my memory.
Or I have lost my mind.
And if I'm not me, fully me, then who am I?

Like the radiographer, she seems delighted that my brain is 'perfect'. Some people have great legs, others great hair. Apparently, I have beautiful brain. It's just my luck that nobody else will ever be able to appreciate its gorgeousness unless I leave my body to science and it ends up in a jar on someone's desk. 

The truth is, I have already lived many lives in my lifetime; there have already existed more versions of me than I can count. I have been constantly changing, little by little, cell by cell, pore by pore. All these other transformations were so slow that I simply didn't notice them happening. This one is different because it was so violent and sudden, because it happened overnight. 

 

1. Protects Heart Health
2. Helps Fight Cancer
3. Helps with Weight Loss and Obesity Prevention
4. Supports Brain Health
5. Fights Mood Disorders and Depression
6. Great for Boosting Skin Health
7. Can Help Prevent or Treat Diabetes
8. Helps Balance Hormones

Benefits of Borage Oil

1. Supplies Anti-Inflammatory Properties
2. Has Antioxidant Properties that Fight Cancer
3. Can Lower Arthritis Symptoms
4. Fights Eczema and Skin Disorders
5. Helps Heal Respiratory Infections
6. Aids Growth and Development
7. Might Help Lower Fat Accumulation and Weight Gain

Black Seed Oil

This oil help me with my allergic reaction and also maintain my digestive system.

Benefits of Black Seed Oil

1. Prevent Cancer
2. Protects Liver Health
3. Prevent Diabetes
4. Help with Weight Loss
5. Prevent Hair Loss
6. Maintains Healthy Skin
7. Fights Infection

Source

I'm not an expert or dietitian/doctor/etc. But I do consume these 3 oils and looking forward to see the difference it will bring to my life. However, I'm the laziest person in this world. So sometimes I do skip this routine because I totally forgot about it or just being lazy me. 

p/s: Listening to Lazy Girl by SNSD

1. Prepare your scrapping board/guasha. I borrow it from my mom because I don't have one obviously. 
2. Choose a suitable face oil for your face. I, again borrow the argan and olive oil for face from my mom for the same exact reason as before. 
3. Massage your face as shown in the video above. 
4. After massaging, clean your face with facial wash especially if you have sensitive/acne/oily skin because you don't want those excess oil lying in your face for a long time. 
5. Do it every night.